You, make me complete.

I remember the first time we met, 2 years ago. There you were, with your sleepy face, dr marts and a black bagpack. That's where u first caught my eye. When I saw you I told myself, "I have to know her". Back then I was in a stupid relationship Which I should have ended. Till this day I regret it so much. Because I let you slip thru my fingers.

I remember when we first talked. It was during the business sale for my course project. You came down halfway during class because you were sick of your classmates. You came, sat down and kept quiet for the first few minutes. I told myself that I should talk to you and I did, I never regretted doing so ever since. We had many things to talk about, but you were shy. I remember splashing the waters on your face just so I could see you get annoyed yet smile so happily. I'll never forget that day.

Ever since we became friends, got closer every since day. The constant tweets/Instagram messages. We talked for awhile but I didn't want to get your numbe st that time because I was afraid. I remembered one time you ended class around the same time I ended gym, we planned to go home together, I remembered runnin from my gym to Kembangan just so I could catch the train and go home with you, I Guess that was the time I unknowingly started falling for you.

Then came your first birthday we spent together, you were sad because you saw him. And also because you felt forced into the relationship u were in that time. We spend most of the time talking instead of drinking. That day I felt very close to you, you opened every emotions you currently had to me, because you trusted me. Ever since that day, the friendship isit got better.

Then came the break up. Where you finally had enough of watching me suffer over and over again that you made me choose. I'm glad I made the right choice this time but sadly, I was too late. I lost you. What could've been mine is not gone. I know that it's not 100% gone but I have to try really really hard to win you over again. And girl, I am going to try. I'm gonna give it my 100%, no, 200% and more to try and win you over again.

But I have to say, thank you. Thank for you being there for me when I needed someone the most, for the laughter and the lameness. Through thick and thin you've stuck with me and I promise that we will be together forever no matter what the future has install for us. Thank you for helping me make the right decision. For not giving up on us. And most of all, for loving and accepting me for who I am. For lowering your ego and be yourself and comfortable in front of me.

Yes, I regret losing you. I regret so much not choosing you long ago, I would have been way happier if I did, but it's too late for regrets. I only can pray for the best.

I love you, you've done so much for me in this short period of time and I'm so really grateful for having you in my life.

I love you, and I hope 1 day, I'll make you believe and love again. One day I hope that you see light in what you thought was dark, hope that love actually still exist.

I want you, and I need you. And I'll never stop loving you. Ever, Adeline Yeo.


"You’re none of them because you’re all of them. You are who I love; the girl on the pedestal, the fantasy the make-believe things that are actually true. You are what I love; the depth, the inside jokes, the best friend. You are when I love; a new history is being started with you. We are the young lovers our older selves will someday reminisce about. You are where I love: because I’d go anywhere, just to be with you. You are why I love: because before you, I didn’t truly understand what I was looking for. Now that we found each other, you’ve given my past and future meaning. You are the sixth. You are the last."